Re: Nervous insight.

I have definitely experienced the emotional detachment that you are describing after my experience with Mount Bachelor Academy. Poker face to the max, I realized after the first few days that I couldn’t trust a single person I talked to in there. I saw people who were really good friends betraying each other right off the bat. That’s the kind of rifts that attack therapy creates in people in a residential setting. There was always an unspoken understanding that we may be friends now, but in group it’s another story. You’re on your fucking own. I primarily watched my own back. I had a huge advantage going into it however, and that is my acting experience. I am as a result of my acting experience a good public speaker and fast on my feet.

After a few months it got to the point where I understood the the dynamics of how group worked so well that I was able to avoid trouble, mostly. It’s really a very simple system. Someone is going to have the barrel of the attack gun pointed at them. If no one brings any requests to group, they can usually just harass someone on a self-study or who has bans or who is new. When that person gets defensive, yell at him until he or she agrees with the group. It’s preferable if they start crying. If they are crying, inform them of their punishment and then when they get angry, yell at them some more. When emotions are running high, shift the target to someone else who will with the help of a few cues from the facilitator become the new object of all of the group malice that has been artificially created by this process. A good way to connect the two is by turning to the next victim and saying something like “And you! Aren’t you his friend? Why haven’t you been holding him accountable? You’re supposed to be your brother’s keeper. I think you’re negative and underground.” That would do it for just about anyone.